It is gone.

Parker's Paranormal Page 10/29/XX94

The humming. it stopped. 

I visited the mall like I said I would nothing significant happened everything was turned off, but when I woke up the next morning (yesterday) the humming was gone. But that is the problem. I became so accustomed to it that day and now without it I feel a piece of me is missing. It feels like an addiction I cannot cure. I have tried drowning it out with every substance I own but nothing compares. The closest I've gotten was by running the microwave but I can't keep that on all the time, my mom complained that I would break the thing. The hum felt like I finally held some purpose. I spent all day today at the mall, waiting for The Headline to speak to me again. But nothing, absolutely nothing. I waited for hours even pleaded with the staff to let me wait after close but of course they weren't having any of it. It is no use talking to my friends, they are still calling bullshit. They wouldn't understand, it isn't my fault they weren't chosen to hear His song. That hum had given me some sense of purpose, a sense of being I had never had. And now I've been cut off. I need the hum to survive I CANNOT go back to how it was before I REFUSE.

I am going back to the mall tonight, I don't care how closed it is I need this. I won't leave until it comes back. This will probably be my last post for a while. I no longer am interested in investigating or reporting on anything until I get this sorted. 

I will find it again I DESERVE to have it was ME, I, who was chosen. I am going back to the mall tonight. I will go back to the hum. I won't take no for an answer. there was no reason for it to cut me off like it did.